February 5, 2008

  • Why is it that the people who have the power to hurt me the most...
    ...always do?  

    So it happens again... the one I most loved... has become my worst nightmare incarnate.

    God is our refuge and strength,
       very present help in trouble.
    Therefore we will not fear, though the earth gives way
       and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea,
    though it's waters roar and foam
       and the mountains quake with their surging.
    Selah
                                         -Psalm 46:1-3

    I have never felt pain like this before.
    Imagine being dunked in icy cold water; your body goes into shock, your heart feels constricted, and you gasp for breath as you feel an invisable vice gripping your chest.
    That's kind of what it feels like.... except the shock to my heart isn't caused by cold but by agony.
    ...It's getting hard to breath...

    ..... ... .  .  ..Excellent. Everything's working out in accordance to God's plan.

    I will be a man of faith.

Comments (4)

  • Awww.

  • the pain you feel is fast and it's rare... you'll be alright... sidenote: what's with the hair?

  • Ah..it pisses me off. Arghh..I wonder if I'll ever be able to do what you do..I put myself in your shoes but I don't have that kind of compassion and love. I can't seem to control it, therefore I feel like a falling soldier. =/

  • "the one you most loved" you mean Jesus?

    we all gotta understand that no human will ever be there forever and be the perfect person...

    i am not saying expect them to fail...but dont get too surprised when they do...cuz they will fail even the people you feel are so perfect...
    ...and don't worry, there are more pains to come..haha...ur life doesn't end at 23 or watevr age u r...

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