July 10, 2008

• Dreams

  I had the craziest dream last night. In my dream, I was with Doza, Sophia, and Jack (Sophia's ex). She was introducing us, and it turned out that he was the jealous type. I was like "Oh, so you're Sophia's ex-boyfriend? It's nice to finally meet you!" and he was like "What do you mean, ex?! We're still together, she just doesn't know it." So I was getting agitated and said "Well, it kinda doesn't work if she doesn't think so." From that, tension was building and he said something back, but I could tell Sophia was getting nervous and didn't want us to fight so I tried to change the subject and be peaceful/respectful (in my dream he was older) by saying "Hey, gorgor [older brother], can you show me how to do this physics problem?" He showed me how to do it, but then later he said something about Sophia and I was like ok I can't let that slide! So we got into a huge fight. We ended up getting out of there, but he was the scary/gangster kind of person, so he sent four of his boys after me. In my dream, I fought them and killed two of them and I was like oh my gosh I just killed someone! There's no turning back now... I remember thinking that I trusted the police force's incompetance more than their competance so I decided to run and live as an outlaw instead of calling the cops and explaining that it was self defense. So from that, we started this crazy gangster-war type thing. I was with Doza and Sophia again, and one of his minions came in with a shot gun and just started shooting randomly. I was really scared and thought oh crap I'm really gonna die but at the same time I was also even more scared for Sophia, so I covered her so she wouldn't be shot. She was so tiny that there was more room so I was like "Doza come over here so I can cover you too!" The whole time the guy was spraying random shotgun pelts everywhere. I remember thinking oh man I'm gonna die... or I'll be horribly disfigured or I'll lose a limb. This sucks... But somehow I got in control of the situation again, and ended up fighting the guy and killing him by twisting his neck. But I was still freaked out because someone had called the cops, and I was trying to remember if I'd wiped off the finger prints, etc. I remember I was being questioned and I was really freaked out, but somehow they let me go. I thought this will never end, unless I end it... I don't want to, but I have no other choice... Then I woke up.

  • 6:15 pm
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