July 6, 2009

• 5:00 AM
  Pain and suffering are my muses. I am most creative in my expression of anguish. Lately, I’ve had nothing but inspiration.

  
  Tonight, like most nights, I lose sleep thinking of you
  I curse my heart for the misery I feel
  But it doesn’t stop the pain
  If I had a magic eraser that could erase anything
  I would erase from my mind those daydreams turned nightmares
  Those memories of you that turned from a gift into a curse
  But I can not erase from my mind what you said
  How you told me that we will never be close
  With those words you erased hope from my future
  And I am left with bittersweet memories of you,
  Etched on my shattered heart forever

  If I could forget everything about us
  Then perhaps I can look at you with a blank look on my face
  But now that I have seen your tenderness and compassion
  I will never look at you the same again
  Because to me you are beautiful
  Perhaps being banished from paradise is destiny
  Just like an angel that fell from heaven
  I have fallen out of grace with you
  The lone wolf longs to reach the beautiful moon
  He sees the moon’s reflections upon the sea
  But he will drown in his attempt to be with her
  So too, have you decided that I can never be with yu

  

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